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Actually I don't even know why I feel all of this, why I feel this heaviness in my chest, like everything feels not right. The urge to just go beyond the thongs that is worse, it's worsening day by day. You know that's it's there in your head  the loudness in this silence. I know there's chances but I don't feel safe at all. I'm still trying, trying my best, and I know it's so stupid because I couldn't talk to anyone, like I was asking for the attention, like whatever I feel it's just another fool need attention.  I'm sorry that actually I try to reach everyone and yet I couldn't do that, I froze myself and the voices really loud in my head, I try to be there for anyone and yet I can't even hold myself, I lost my own grip to grasp the reality and stand where I standing. I lost everything, I just look at myself broken and shattered slowly, and I couldn't even do anything, what the fuck am I sad for? Like seriously I thought I'm...
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assalammualaikum.

alhamdulilah sem 2 dalam perjalanan ke penghujungnya. semuanya berlaku dalam sekelip mata.
tak terlalu laju dan tak terlalu lambat. bergantung pada diri masing2.


and so far this is the best reason for me to keep in touch with my life back. there is to many thing that been upside down and turning into 360. though, im still glad with it. cause Allah want to show me that Allah always be there for me.

setakat ni dah berjaya menghabiskan satu buku novel, Ramlee Awang Murshid, Raudhah, yang menumpukan pada satu topik iaitu taubat nasuha.

even it is still wrote about 3 story with the same characters. then i will continue with le novels. it is way too far too be a good things to read.

jangan terlalu mengharapkan orang memahami, senang untuk diri kita. sedangkan  kita sendiri melupakan Allah. Allah sentiasa dengan diri kita cuma kita saja yang melupakan Allah. perlukan Allah semasa susah, semasa sakit. ingat 5 perkara sebelum 5 perkara.

dugaan Allah datang dengan hikmah. untuk menguatkan diri kita.





sahabat juga merupakan seorang yang sanggup menarik kita dari dalam neraka, dan sentiasa mengingatkan kita akan syurga dan neraka. 

bersabarlah wahai hati. sentiasalah dijalan Allah. sentiasalah ingat akan Allah. kerana Allah bersama orang yang sabar. jangan terlalu mudah untuk putus asa.

Ya Allah, setiap yang datang dan pergi merupakan pengajaran untuk diri kita sendiri. semalam sebagai pengajaran untuk pelajaran hari ini, esok adalah hadiah daripada Allah, dan hargailah untuk hari ini.

p/s: sabarlah dengan ujian Allah. Nabi Muhammad telah diduga dengan pelbagai ujian demi menyebarkan dakwah Islamiah.

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