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Actually I don't even know why I feel all of this, why I feel this heaviness in my chest, like everything feels not right. The urge to just go beyond the thongs that is worse, it's worsening day by day. You know that's it's there in your head  the loudness in this silence. I know there's chances but I don't feel safe at all. I'm still trying, trying my best, and I know it's so stupid because I couldn't talk to anyone, like I was asking for the attention, like whatever I feel it's just another fool need attention.  I'm sorry that actually I try to reach everyone and yet I couldn't do that, I froze myself and the voices really loud in my head, I try to be there for anyone and yet I can't even hold myself, I lost my own grip to grasp the reality and stand where I standing. I lost everything, I just look at myself broken and shattered slowly, and I couldn't even do anything, what the fuck am I sad for? Like seriously I thought I'm
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ASSALAMMAUALIKUM .. SOMETHING THAT SUSPICIOUS ..

feeling about something ..

hello my dearest blogger's .. and also to my fellow followers .. how are you ?? I hope that you in pink of health .. huhu .. okay stop it .. lame jgak x tnguk blog nie .. mane x nye lappy wt hal .. huhu .. alhamdullilah dh sihat kembali .. huhu .. (there's a secret that I cannot tell anyone) .. okay anyway my P>M>R result will coming out this 22th December .. that make me more afraid+nervous because I not really good .. but I hope that I can achieve in P>M>R .. huhu Aminn .. okay btw .. back to the entry .. my feeling lately make me more suffer ,, I don't like to be like this ..

P>M>R result coming out ..
bkn ape mon rase x bape sedp hati .. atau mon yng mengade ?? huhu .. tpy mon memng x leh nk tafsirkn hati sendiri .. ape lagi orng lain .. lagi sush .. yesterday (friday:16th December) .. I have my tuition class at Muar .. and then when I reached at my class .. I really speechless .. nonsense mon .. okay3 .. nothing just I cannot imagined that I will met someone that I just only know his name and school .. not every personal things that I should know .. yeaah maybe we were friends .. MAYBE is the strong word in this entry .. hihi ..

yes > no > maybe ..
but I think that I have to forget about that .. maybe forgive and forget .. that what I look maybe .. from what I look .. he seem like don't recognize me .. yeaah maybe we from different school and maybe we rarely met each others .. okay3 forget about it .. we stop right there .. I have to stand and show that I not someone that cannot do anything .. maybe there anyone look me humble but I have to proof it that I can do .. Insya-Allah .. okay i have to stop right know ..

simple word .. FORGIVE AND FORGET ..


p/s : sorry for the entry .. because everything in english .. huhu .. sekali lagi maaf .. hihihi ..

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