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Actually I don't even know why I feel all of this, why I feel this heaviness in my chest, like everything feels not right. The urge to just go beyond the thongs that is worse, it's worsening day by day. You know that's it's there in your head  the loudness in this silence. I know there's chances but I don't feel safe at all. I'm still trying, trying my best, and I know it's so stupid because I couldn't talk to anyone, like I was asking for the attention, like whatever I feel it's just another fool need attention.  I'm sorry that actually I try to reach everyone and yet I couldn't do that, I froze myself and the voices really loud in my head, I try to be there for anyone and yet I can't even hold myself, I lost my own grip to grasp the reality and stand where I standing. I lost everything, I just look at myself broken and shattered slowly, and I couldn't even do anything, what the fuck am I sad for? Like seriously I thought I'm
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Just finishing it !!

assalammualaikum .. huhii --'

really tired .. you know why>?? not right .. just finishing what?? okayy .. my essay .. you know really tired even I've finished it .. woow what a tiring thing .. actually I'm not finished yet .. but can describe it as finished huhi .. okayyh ngarut pepagi bute nihh .. hihi .. sebenanye mon sngt suke an kwan mon .. mon happy sngt dieorang dpt membantu .. tpi dpat kah mereka berthan dngan pangai mon?? that a BIG question mark in my mind .. hurmm .. seriously dieorang bole time mon yg cm nie ?? ya Allah dugaan kah ini >?? then I'm fine my word back where--> ..




that make me realize .. yang mon mampu ntuk trus berusha untk mncpai kjayaan .. bila?? biarlah Allah yang mnntukan sglanya demi kbaikan dri mon sndiri .. bkn mudh ntuk trima dugaan dripda Allah .. huhh bnyak yg Allah mngajar mon khidupan yg trasa sngt kerdil .. oh Allah .. okay that for this mornig .. gtg ..

p/s : you do not know what infront of you .. but you must face it what ever it is ..

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