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Actually I don't even know why I feel all of this, why I feel this heaviness in my chest, like everything feels not right. The urge to just go beyond the thongs that is worse, it's worsening day by day. You know that's it's there in your head  the loudness in this silence. I know there's chances but I don't feel safe at all. I'm still trying, trying my best, and I know it's so stupid because I couldn't talk to anyone, like I was asking for the attention, like whatever I feel it's just another fool need attention.  I'm sorry that actually I try to reach everyone and yet I couldn't do that, I froze myself and the voices really loud in my head, I try to be there for anyone and yet I can't even hold myself, I lost my own grip to grasp the reality and stand where I standing. I lost everything, I just look at myself broken and shattered slowly, and I couldn't even do anything, what the fuck am I sad for? Like seriously I thought I'm...

Awak ~~!! Saya ,,





Awak,
Hari ni awak nampak serabut
Semua orang kutuk
Tapi ada gak hati yang puji
jadik you can always count on me
Awak,
Hari ni awak senyum kat saya
Tapi saya buat2 tak nampak
Padahal nak elak dari pengsan
Awak,
Hari ni awak datang kelas saya
Tapi saya buat bodoh ajer
Padahal bumi nie raser cam dah tak 
cukup graviti
Awak,
Hari ni awak nampak comel
Semua orang puji
Tapi saya puji dalam hati
Padahal nak gak puji sekuat hati
Awak,
Hari ni saya senyum kat awak
Tapi awak jalan depan saya
Jadik senyum pun tak gune
Awak,
Hari ni awak tego saya
Tapi saya buat2 pekak
Padahal nak elak daripada tak boley 
berenti borak
Awak,
Hari ni saya tego awak
Tapi saya tego awak dalam hati
Jadik awak tak penah dengar all the gud 
lucks and
take care hari2
Awak,
Hari ni kita duduk semeje
Tapi raser cam jauh giler
Padahal tak sampai sedepa
Awak,
Hari ni awak beratur belakang saya
Tapi saya tak tau nak cakap ape
Jadik saya blah mcm tu ajer
Awak,
Hari ni berubah situasi
Tapi saya still kat sini­ ­



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