o.bliv.i.on, the condition or quality of being completely forgotten. this blog exist as an alternative to look at past mistakes and fix the problem at the present time. dont believe in tomorrow, sorry.
Actually I don't even know why I feel all of this, why I feel this heaviness in my chest, like everything feels not right. The urge to just go beyond the thongs that is worse, it's worsening day by day. You know that's it's there in your head the loudness in this silence. I know there's chances but I don't feel safe at all. I'm still trying, trying my best, and I know it's so stupid because I couldn't talk to anyone, like I was asking for the attention, like whatever I feel it's just another fool need attention. I'm sorry that actually I try to reach everyone and yet I couldn't do that, I froze myself and the voices really loud in my head, I try to be there for anyone and yet I can't even hold myself, I lost my own grip to grasp the reality and stand where I standing. I lost everything, I just look at myself broken and shattered slowly, and I couldn't even do anything, what the fuck am I sad for? Like seriously I thought I'm
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ASSALAMMUALAIKUM .. NGEEE ..
pain sesngt kn ?? huhu ..
post ?? title ?? pic ?? bkn pew mon x dpt lupekn budk yng mon suke .. mon x leh larh nk mrah2 sowh time mon (maaf kpada yng terase) .. tpy nk wt cm new .. mungkin Allah x bkk kn hati die ntuk mon .. mungkin mon bole lupekn si die sebgai mana die lupekn mon .. mon bkn nk nyerah klah but .. hiba .. selama mana pown mon tnggu ,, selama i2 sebenanye mon hnye lah ptng cendana .. lau bole mon jdik fungus trus auww .. x bermakna mon tlah menyerah klah .. cume pangai di dh mcm 2 .. nmpk sngt die x nk kt mon .. mon x kn larh nk tnggu die berthun2 lau die x pndng mon lngsung .. so ptt qew mon tnggu ?? (pkir larh sendiri) .. hhuuuhh .. mon pown ad pasaan .. tpy bile dtnggu tpy langsung x pndang bewk mon crik yng len .. sush sngt kn .. bile mon wt cm nie .. nty die ckp mon dpt tnggu selamanye .. tpy tnguk larh cm new keadaan .. adduuh ape aqu ngarut ngerapu ngeraban nie .. huhu .. ok larh forget it ..
will forgive but never forget ,,
second .. rase btol kew mon crik yng len .. cm len mcm jewk .. huhu .. tkut mon x dpt diterima .. len larh kwan2 mon uurh .. ad lah muke gark .. tpy mon nie .. nk kta hensem hampeh ,, nk kta comel ,, lg comel hamster and beruang .. ntah larh .. nk tnguk fizikal cm bkn laki normal jewk ?? eehhh .. aqu bkn laki kew .. huhu .. x de larh hnye klmbutan yng trsngkut .. nk tnjuk macho sush .. so wt muke toyek jewk .. mon punye prinsip .. SIMPLE MAKE PERFECT ,, RELAX MAKE BIG SMILE .. huhu ayt nye ntah berprinsip kew x .. huhu ..ape2 pown mon akn ttap senyum .. x kire suke duke mon selama ini kn2 .. mon x nk len pown terase tempias dri mon nye sedih suke duke .. huhu .. lau yng happy2 mon akn cube ntuk gembira kn yeerh .. huhuhu .. lau btol larh mon nie kwan kn .. mon akn try yng trbek .. don't worry .. if can't just tell me .. i try the best ok ?? hihi .. ok2 ..
tau x mon punye pasaan malam nie kn .. cm lagu Shahir larh .. huhu .. pendam habis2an .. huhu .. nk kate sedih x .. nk kte simpati lg lerh .. hikhik .. enjoy the video first .. hehe .. really sad ..
and nk tau x sinopsis cerita nie ?? huhu ini dia ..
SINOPSIS PENDAM ..
-sorg guy yg slalu gle beli cd kt kedai sorg awek.....
n awek tuh plak dlm setiap cd guy tuh beli die letak surat cinta....
ble guy tu xdtg2 da....awek tuh g antr cd kt mamat tuh...n ble tgk...
guy tuh da mati n xpnh pon buka cd2 yg die beli.....die just beli sb nk jmpa awek tu jek....tragik ble bace....xsangka ek...bleh plak tgk versi 'live action' story tuh....xksh lar kot ciplak pon,...yg pntg masok ngan lagu ni...
sedih jugak larh .. mon pown x tau perasaan mon yng sebenar ny .. hrap ampun yeerh .. k arrh .. stop typing right here .. huhu t story mory lagi ..Assalam ..
p/s : mhon ampun kepada sesape yng terase .. pkir2 larh yeerh ..
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