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Actually I don't even know why I feel all of this, why I feel this heaviness in my chest, like everything feels not right. The urge to just go beyond the thongs that is worse, it's worsening day by day. You know that's it's there in your head  the loudness in this silence. I know there's chances but I don't feel safe at all. I'm still trying, trying my best, and I know it's so stupid because I couldn't talk to anyone, like I was asking for the attention, like whatever I feel it's just another fool need attention.  I'm sorry that actually I try to reach everyone and yet I couldn't do that, I froze myself and the voices really loud in my head, I try to be there for anyone and yet I can't even hold myself, I lost my own grip to grasp the reality and stand where I standing. I lost everything, I just look at myself broken and shattered slowly, and I couldn't even do anything, what the fuck am I sad for? Like seriously I thought I'm

Assalammualaikum .. yeaahh ,,!!


ASSALAMMUALAIKUM ..
yeeahh aini mon x ikut aktiviti pdng langsung .. happy sngt .. hehe .. ish jhat mon nie .. kihkih .. bkn pew mon ikut ADIB n HAZWAN .. p buat robotik .. hehe .. kelab len tpy msuk uurh .. kihkih .. tpy best arhh .. mon dh pndy pasang memsng .. amin alhamdullilah .. hehe .. lau x mon dpt amik gamba mon ngah wt robot uurh .. hehe kamera lark x bwak .. ish2 .. x ptut sngguh hehe .. ainie aktiviti at pdang ad sukaneka mon pown mlas nk ikut mon pown lary .. hehe .. happy .. ^^ .

akhirnya mon dh jtuhkn dinding ego mon .. aduh .. bkn ape .. dieowng asyik merungut ntuk buka haty mon ntuk maafkn kwan mon .. >.< .. mon kn jnis kras lg dgil pale mon .. hehe .. mon sngt jhat .. ainie mon dh mcj kwan mon uurh .. tpy die cm x suke -.- .. ish mon dh pnat2 jtuh kn dinding emo mon .. tpy die wt cm 2 lark .. ish jhat mon .. hehe .. tpy die ckp die dh ok .. tpy mon yng rase die msih x ok dngan mon .. hhurrm mon hrap die ok .. --, .. tlng ya .. hehe .. tlng jgn mrah2 ngan mon .. suatu hary nty awk akn knal sye gark .. awk akn tahu cm new saye sbnarnye ..

sok mon nk p men boling at muo .. hehe .. ya tmpat i2 sngt bowink .. LOL .. --.' .. mon pown bkn nye nk tnguk tmot uurh sngt .. mon just nk men boling stlah brthun x  main boling .. hehe .. t lau mon p jb mon nk men boling at sane .. tnguk larh t .. abis mon kongker at sane .. hehe ..

p/s : hope ary nie sume finish .. mon x nk problem ..


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