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Actually I don't even know why I feel all of this, why I feel this heaviness in my chest, like everything feels not right. The urge to just go beyond the thongs that is worse, it's worsening day by day. You know that's it's there in your head  the loudness in this silence. I know there's chances but I don't feel safe at all. I'm still trying, trying my best, and I know it's so stupid because I couldn't talk to anyone, like I was asking for the attention, like whatever I feel it's just another fool need attention.  I'm sorry that actually I try to reach everyone and yet I couldn't do that, I froze myself and the voices really loud in my head, I try to be there for anyone and yet I can't even hold myself, I lost my own grip to grasp the reality and stand where I standing. I lost everything, I just look at myself broken and shattered slowly, and I couldn't even do anything, what the fuck am I sad for? Like seriously I thought I'm
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Assalammualaikum .. hurmm ..



ASSALAMMUALAIKUM ..
hhuurm .. mon sdh arrh .. xtau npe .. hehe .. mon x tau nk pindh skool oor x .. ish2 .. mon pown ngah runsing adkh mon dpt jdik kwan yng bek ntuk dak uurh .. n mon pown x tau mon dpt pnuhi janji mon trhdap owng 2 .. mon minx maaf sesngt .. mon pown x bpe nk suke sngt even sume nie trjdi .. mon bkn nye min .. mon hnye lalui nye dngan pnuh kesbran .. mon pown tau dieowng pown x bpe suke .. pangai mon len dri yng len .. mon hnye mampu trsnyum dkala mon sakit .. mon x snggup mlihat kwan2 mon pown tmpng sdh .. mon x sanggup .. hrap mon di ampun ..

kni mon x mmpu ntuk menyatakan yng mon nie .. snggup menjadi kwan yng bewk .. mon hnye lakukn ape yng trmampu .. slgi ad daya .. mon akn cube .. slgi Allah menguji mon .. mon akn tmphi dngan sedaya upaya .. mon x nk larh nyushkn kwn mon .. ape yng mon mampu nyatakan .. mon ingt menjadi seorng yng membhagiakn owng len .. bkn yng mampu mnyakitkn yng len .. mon pown x ingn melihat kwan mon sad+dissapointed bile dngn mon .. mon akn cube bri snyuman dlam keskitan ..

p/s : hopefully ..


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