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Actually I don't even know why I feel all of this, why I feel this heaviness in my chest, like everything feels not right. The urge to just go beyond the thongs that is worse, it's worsening day by day. You know that's it's there in your head  the loudness in this silence. I know there's chances but I don't feel safe at all. I'm still trying, trying my best, and I know it's so stupid because I couldn't talk to anyone, like I was asking for the attention, like whatever I feel it's just another fool need attention.  I'm sorry that actually I try to reach everyone and yet I couldn't do that, I froze myself and the voices really loud in my head, I try to be there for anyone and yet I can't even hold myself, I lost my own grip to grasp the reality and stand where I standing. I lost everything, I just look at myself broken and shattered slowly, and I couldn't even do anything, what the fuck am I sad for? Like seriously I thought I'm

Oh No .. ~~!!

ASSALAMMUALAIKUM ..

what happen with this entry .. sowi 2 say but .. mon rase mon dbnci .. sowi mon cite kt sini .. tpy nie jek lah tmpat mon ..so .. the story .. kwan mon nie ad poblem kowt an kwan mon nie .. tpy mon x kesah .. tetibe .. mon rase something .. something that would make me sad .. kwan mon nie .. cm dh x nk kwan mon .. mon sngt sedih maa .. aduh .. kini skit pale dh mule nek .. ibu asyik ckp kt abg sal migrain .. pale mon pown dh nk mule migrain dh nie .. aduh .. pning .. x sdap bdan .. mon bnyak sedih .. tpy rugi knn .. kwan2 x nmpk ( mon suke ) .. Allah Mengetahui ( lgi mon suke ) .. mon x nk kwan2 mon nmpk mon sedih sane sedih sini .. bio larh kwan2 mon nmpk muke mon yng hapyy ..( actually not ) .. tpy mon brhrap yng kwan mon 2 x mrah an mon .. plizzz sngt .. mon x nk trus2an kwan mon nmpk mon sdh .. mon x nk kwan2 mon pown tmpang sdih an mon .. bio lah mon tnggung sendiri ..


p/s : mon x nk larh gduh2 yee .. lau tol slah mon .. ampun dimohon .. T. T

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