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Actually I don't even know why I feel all of this, why I feel this heaviness in my chest, like everything feels not right. The urge to just go beyond the thongs that is worse, it's worsening day by day. You know that's it's there in your head  the loudness in this silence. I know there's chances but I don't feel safe at all. I'm still trying, trying my best, and I know it's so stupid because I couldn't talk to anyone, like I was asking for the attention, like whatever I feel it's just another fool need attention.  I'm sorry that actually I try to reach everyone and yet I couldn't do that, I froze myself and the voices really loud in my head, I try to be there for anyone and yet I can't even hold myself, I lost my own grip to grasp the reality and stand where I standing. I lost everything, I just look at myself broken and shattered slowly, and I couldn't even do anything, what the fuck am I sad for? Like seriously I thought I'm...

Granted

Assalamualaikum
Okay know i know how stupid i'm and how blind i'm. Yes that statement really true. Just be nice to me be friends to me to take for granted. How sad i'm?? Especially. No. I'm the one who really stupid. Never gave a chance for myself. Let yourself being fooling by the others. Please.!! Argggh this things drive me crazy. How dare i am do this to myself. Be frank i'm such a stupid person. I don't want it. Arrgghh

p/s: ya Allah forgive me because i'm not strong enough

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