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Actually I don't even know why I feel all of this, why I feel this heaviness in my chest, like everything feels not right. The urge to just go beyond the thongs that is worse, it's worsening day by day. You know that's it's there in your head  the loudness in this silence. I know there's chances but I don't feel safe at all. I'm still trying, trying my best, and I know it's so stupid because I couldn't talk to anyone, like I was asking for the attention, like whatever I feel it's just another fool need attention.  I'm sorry that actually I try to reach everyone and yet I couldn't do that, I froze myself and the voices really loud in my head, I try to be there for anyone and yet I can't even hold myself, I lost my own grip to grasp the reality and stand where I standing. I lost everything, I just look at myself broken and shattered slowly, and I couldn't even do anything, what the fuck am I sad for? Like seriously I thought I'm...

Happiness

Assalamualaikum
Yes i can't give happiness to them. I'm just gave a bad impressions to them. I can't give them light and happiness. I'm such a burden to them. Such a stupid head. Never expected to be so pleasuring. Should i shout it loud? No because i'm still have Allah. I know that Allah gave me this loneliness feeling eventhough i have someone else by my side. It is because Allah want to hear me. Cry,humble,responsible,mature and never give up towards Allah. Allah want me. Allah can take me whenever Allah want. I just only can smile.

p/s: enough thingking about yourself

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